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--- Per Boysen <per@boysen.se> wrote: > That's a damn good point, Michael! I've noticed that > if a musician > THINKS he makes great music, then the resulting > noise tends to be > interesting and enjoyable for most people. And the > one that constantly > keeps mirroring his own efforts in a negative, > critical sense rarely > comes up with anything of interest to others. And that, in turn, is another damned good point, Per. Although I can think of many, many exceptions to the first part, I agree completely with the second. When I used to play out a lot, it was the hardest thing for me to accept praise. After a performance, I'd be self-critically musing about ways I'd screwed up, and when an audience member would approach me to say they'd enjoyed the show, I'd point out the flaws. After I realized that this was basically negating their opinion ("I had fun." "No, you're WRONG. You didn't have fun at all, you COULDN'T have. If you did enjoy that lousy performance, you must not be very intelligent.") I made a conscious effort to be a bit more gracious in accepting the kudos, while still being self-aware of the areas in which I needed improvement. This made a world of difference. A simple 'thank you' worked much better than a discourse on the importance of reliable patch cords or how I don't practice my instrument enough. (I don't, but that's another story...) Now, as I start to play out again more regularly after a long hiatus from frequent live performance, I have to remember that lesson. It's so easy to fall into "I suck" mode, and if you project that, the audience will soon come to agree with you. -t- __________________________________ Do you Yahoo!? Meet the all-new My Yahoo! - Try it today! http://my.yahoo.com