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RE: future of Looper's Delight (long)



Thank you so much Violet. I know this must be hard for you at this time.
This whole artistic community is right behind you and will help in any way we can.
 
Peace
 
Gareth
 
> Date: Mon, 28 Jun 2010 22:27:44 -0700
> To: Loopers-Delight@loopers-delight.com
> From: violet@missviolet.com
> Subject: future of Looper's Delight (long)
>
> I've been trying to write something about this all week, but finding time
> and strength has been hard. It's difficult to write this even now, but I
> feel compelled. I don't know how eloquent it will be, since I don't feel
> particularly coherent right now, so bear with me.
>
> I know many of you are reeling right now and worrying about what's going to
> happen with Looper's Delight. Will it fall apart? Will it be abandoned?
> I know it's hard not to fret, but please try to have faith. I need
> everyone to, because...
>
> What's going to happen now is exactly what was going to happen anyway. For
> a long time Kim had been frustrated that the site was such a mess and he
> had no time to work on it. Even the times he did update it, he had a tough
> time because he didn't know much about HTML; adding even the simplest thing
> was hard for him, which is why the site is so jumbled and inconsistent.
>
> He'd been begging me for more than 10 years to help him clean it up. Every
> now and then, I'd make graphics for him and help with layout on the site
> using my awesomely bad circa 1998 web skills (the CD ad banners, the
> navigational buttons ... ugh, please don't hurt me! They were cool at the
> time, I swear!). But the main reason I never fixed the site for him was
> because it needed to be switched over to CSS, and *I* didn't really have
> the skill to do what needed to be done, either. But it was something we
> talked about many, many times.
>
> I've worked on several sites since then and I know much more about site
> development than I used to.
>
> Two days before Kim died, I told him I had finally begun site restructuring
> for Looper's Delight. He was SO HAPPY! I can't even tell you how excited
> he was. For anyone who doubts that Kim still had a passion for LD, I can
> tell you that the passion never left. The fire I saw in his eyes that
> night, the joy ... I will never forget that and I wish you could have seen
> it. He was simply stretched thin and his job at Nvidia was so stressful,
> there wasn't enough time for him to do everything he wanted. I watched him
> wrestle with that for so many years. You have no idea how frustrated he
> was that he couldn't do everything he wanted to do.
>
> In the past I had added an interface to the site to make updating the news
> section easier for him, but he never had time to learn how to use it.
> (Currently, you'll notice the news page is giving a server error; that's a
> result of my moving the interface UNDERNEATH the running site when
> restructuring began in order to hide it so that the existing site can still
> viewable while I work on the re-org.) I told Kim that since I already knew
> he probably wouldn't have time to give me much input or work on the site
> even with the interface added, I was also going to join the list so I could
> get input from the community directly and get you involved. He laughed and
> said yeah, that was probably a good idea!
>
> So the upshot is, Kim and I had already agreed that I was going to take
> over the day-to-day management of the site and seek input/help from the
> community. I had hoped he would be here to guide me because I don't really
> know the sorts of things that are of interest to you, but sadly, well, we
> see how that went. But I was going to rely on the community for much of
> that anyway.
>
> So together we can do this. You know the sorts of things that are of
> interest to loop artists. I know what Kim's vision was, I know the
> principles that were important to him, because they're the same principles
> by which I run my OWN sites and mailing lists. We were in absolute
> agreement on how mailing lists should be run - and as you've seen for
> years, he took great pains to structure the list so that it would be able
> to run without him personally babysitting it - and we also had many
> wonderful discussions on how we felt news sites should be operated. I will
> miss those discussions so much.
>
> You may not have Kim any more, but I hope you'll find that his spirit lives
> on in me. We were two halves of the same whole. (Although I am,
> admittedly, the more verbose half.) I hope you can trust that I will take
> the site in the direction Kim would want it to go, because I watched him
> care about it for the past 14 years and I know how much it meant to him.
>
> The trouble for me at the moment is that having lost Kim now, I won't be
> able to get to the actual redesign as quickly as I'd wanted to. I was
> working on it, and now I'm reeling and life as I knew it has come to a
> screeching halt. Not only am I too heartsick to focus on much of anything
> right now, but I'm also going to have to work on keeping Kim's personal
> sites - KimFlint.com and Annihilist.com - alive in his name. This is on
> top of the work I have to do for other sites on our server and dealing with
> my own website, Undented.com.
>
> I haven't given much thought yet to how I'm going to keep up with it all,
> but I do have people to help me through this, and I have all of you to give
> me input when I'm sorting out the LD stuff.
>
> But for now, things are going continue the way they were and would have if
> Kim were still here: the list will continue running the way it has been,
> and I will be reorganizing the site behind the scenes and getting some of
> you involved when I'm ready.
>
> I hope this gives you some hope for the future during this painful time.
>
> Oh! I nearly forgot ... although the way the site is physically run is
> going to change dramatically (in that it will be able to be updated
> regularly when I'm done with the re-org, yay!) the overall look probably
> won't change much. Originally I had wanted to come up with a new design -
> nothing overly flashy, but something better than what's there now - but now
> that Kim has gone, his mother has asked if we can at least keep the entry
> page similar to what it's been all these years because it comforts her and
> makes her think of Kim, so we're going to do that. But it will also
> feature a prominent memoriam to Kim. I don't think anyone would argue that
> that's the way it should be. So it isn't the overall look that will
> change, but the way the content is organized and updated, which will make
> it much more exciting and interesting for everyone. I'll be relying
> heavily on the community to help with that.
>
> And I'm going to clean up the archives. When I looked at those, I was
> shocked by all the spam! I wish Kim had told me that was happening - I
> could have cleaned that up. Eesh!
>
> So the site isn't going to suddenly turn all crazy, just be more coherent
> and easier to navigate and update.
>
> Okay, I'm done now, and very tired, and I may not have the energy to
> respond to replies, but I *am* here and will be reading as much as I can.
>
> Violet
> xoxox
>


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