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> Date: Wed, 16 May 2012 02:32:38 -0700 > To: loopers-delight@loopers-delight.com > From: violet@missviolet.com > Subject: Re: Looper's Delight donation > > At 6:56 PM -0400 5/15/12, Tyler wrote: > >Hello. If I go to the Looper's Delight website and donate money, will it > >go to good use? Or is that an old outdated button from 2006? > > The donate button is current and 100% of every donation goes directly > toward server costs. Any amount is appreciated! I'm sorry I haven't been > able to write to personally thank everyone who's donated. I've kind of > been a wreck the past couple of years. > > This seems a good opportunity to mention that now that estate issues have > finally been resolved, I'll be able to move foward on updating the site. > It's probably going to be a slow process (made more difficult for reasons I > can't go into without upsetting myself, and I'm still struggling so hard to > pull myself up out of the darkness, I rather not do that), but my hope is > that even if the process of updating does end up being slow, it will at > least be steady. I just have to keep trying to do the best I can to make > it through one day at a time, not just with LD, but everything. This is > such a challenging time, filled with overwhelming and scary stuff I've > never had to deal with before, and getting through it with no family or > partner to even just give me a hug or tell me they love me on a shitty day > has been brutal. Surviving has been, and continues to be, a painful > journey, one I nearly didn't go on, not by choice, but because everything > in me simply shut down and broke down and stopped. The fact that I'm still > here to move into the future at all is a miracle. So, y'know, whatever I > manage to get done, whether it's taking a shower or eating actual food or > just waking up one more day, I'm proud of myself for getting that far, and > that's important to me, being proud that I'm still fighting the fight. > Small victories don't seem so small any more. Realising that small > victories are still victories is kind of nice, but being satisfied with > baby steps is hard when you're someone who's always wanted to have > everything in the world done by yesterday and only knows how to do things > by pushing yourself to the breaking point instead of pacing. I'm trying to > learn how to go easy on myself. It's hard. I spend a lot of time > reminding myself about the tortoise and the hare, trying to stay positive. > > So, yeah, anywho, now that I've given myself yet another pep talk.... > > By the way, Tyler, I've really been enjoying your posts. Your questions > and observations are always interesting. I wish you could have known Kim. > I think you would have liked him. > > I really liked the "Why NOT Looping..." thread, too. You guys are always > good for a laugh. Well, mostly. LOL > > Violet > xoxox > |